WOW! Mom is in rehab from 830 am until 3pm. How did it come to this? Am I crazy? How did I become so depressed that I ended up here. I mean well the doctors say I didn't take my medicine right. My husband says it is from my childhood and because I dont exercise. Other moms say it is all in parenting and how we mothers go on and on being a mom without anyone really noticing.
So I am depressed and really don't know why? I sit in my closet sometimes alone just to think. Wonder about decisions I've made. Recently I have spent over $1000 shopping my problems away. From Macys to the $1 store you name it. I look fab but I am not happy. Am I in love with money? Do I want too much?
So here I am in rehab with these people. Some are plain out crazy. Some are poor and without basic needs... housing, clothing, jobs and have no way out. Then there is me... the mom who lives in nice size home, with the fab purse and shiny hair. Yet, when I tell my story these people have cried for me, hugged me and told me that I will be okay.They all tell me how lucky I am to have a husband who supports me emotionally. How brave I am too humble myself to come to a place like this. They also labeled me a shopaholic and now I am an addict too? But for some reasons I have been okay in rehab. With the right sessions and therapists I understand the lesson. Grant I already dont like one of the therapist. But overall mom is in rehab and wanted to admit today that she is Depressed and a Shopaholic!
My question to you reading this are you depressed?
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